This sucks.

I hate this feeling.  There have been several days lately where I just feel shitty.  Monday was horrible; Thursday was a bit rough; Friday my husband helped me pull myself out of it.  Yesterday I felt great and today, not so much.  I feel frustrated, inferior, inadequate, angry at myself, overall just not happy.  I don't know whether I want to cry or scream.  I've been talking to my husband, telling him how I'm feeling.  Even though I can't explain why I'm feeling or even exactly how I'm feeling, I keep trying.  It's frustrating.  What is going on?  How come I'm not happy?  I think it would make more sense if there was something happening in my life right now that would warrent or justify feeling low. 
In the past, I would have stuffed these feelings simply because I couldn't identify or explain them.  So, the good news is that I'm now talking about this unknown with my husband; I'm not shutting him out like I used to.  But if I don't know what the problem is, how can either of us expect to help me get over it?  He should be able to look forward to coming home to a happy wife who is excited to see him, not a blubbering mess who just wants to rant and rave and cry on his shoulder.
This sucks balls.  Feelings suck balls.  Not being content sucks balls.  Is this the goal?  It sucks balls.  Make it go away.