This sucks!!!!

SO I miss my husband more than ever.  he has only been gone for  1 day and it sucks. I dont know how I will make it throug  the rest of the week. My little angles Ashtons b-day is on wednesday and I will be all alone. My 2ww is up on thursday and I keep debating wheather to test or not to test. I dont think the IUI worked. I had the flue when we did teh IUI so we didn tbd afterwards. Not that i think it would have helped. I think i may be thinking it didnt work so I dont get my hopes up but i dont have any symptoms. I do read stories about how some wemon dont gat any symtoms until they are 6 weeks and I am only 11 dpo so its crazy to expect any but still. Im just sad that I am alone and miss mu hubby. We can hardly talk either because he is in teh woods soing surveliance. It sucks.