This Road Trip!!
[[ WARNING THE FOLLOWING MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME, PLEASE DO NOT READ AHEAD IF YOU FEEL VULNERABLE RIGHT NOW OR ARE LOW OR DEPRESSED]]
I hope your okay and that you haven't just skipped my warning but if you have and this journal should have a negative affect on you please talk to someone and seek help before doing anything to harm yourself!!
So some may be wondering whats this journal about others already know and the rest of you have your ideas. I've been a member of DS for sometime now and it has definitely helped me stay on this road trip for quit some time (too long really). I have also made one really close and precious friend and part of me hopes she doesn't read this but if you are reading this Robin I want you to know I love you LOTS AND LOTS JELLY TOTS always and forever. I want to thank you for being my friend and you will always be an Aunty to me blood or not :) :). You have helped me so much, been there for me in times of need, shown love towards me, respected me, understood me and when you couldn't understand you kept an open mind and didn't Judge me. You are an amazing person and I hope life treats you well from here on out. Take care of yourself and our Lovely and Beautiful little cookie.
Before you all think i'm in an unstable frame of mind I can assure you I'm not but I am fully aware that we believe this even when we are, so I guess it's totally your choice to think what you want.
I've been at cross roads during my trip and each time I seemed to have chosen poorly, however I have meet people through those choices some who have only made my trip harder, some who have joined me and others who just stood by as I drove away.
This journey has taken a lot out of me and there's been times where I've wanted to stop out of desperation, anger, sadness etc....However I continued on not always wanting too but I have made a decision to turn the engine off once and for all. This is a choice that I myself as a human being has the choice to make and should be allowed to do so without any sabotage from anyone or anything.
I've always believed we have that choice to make but it's not one we all have to make, nor do some of us want too.
I hope your okay and that you haven't just skipped my warning but if you have and this journal should have a negative affect on you please talk to someone and seek help before doing anything to harm yourself!!
So some may be wondering whats this journal about others already know and the rest of you have your ideas. I've been a member of DS for sometime now and it has definitely helped me stay on this road trip for quit some time (too long really). I have also made one really close and precious friend and part of me hopes she doesn't read this but if you are reading this Robin I want you to know I love you LOTS AND LOTS JELLY TOTS always and forever. I want to thank you for being my friend and you will always be an Aunty to me blood or not :) :). You have helped me so much, been there for me in times of need, shown love towards me, respected me, understood me and when you couldn't understand you kept an open mind and didn't Judge me. You are an amazing person and I hope life treats you well from here on out. Take care of yourself and our Lovely and Beautiful little cookie.
Before you all think i'm in an unstable frame of mind I can assure you I'm not but I am fully aware that we believe this even when we are, so I guess it's totally your choice to think what you want.
I've been at cross roads during my trip and each time I seemed to have chosen poorly, however I have meet people through those choices some who have only made my trip harder, some who have joined me and others who just stood by as I drove away.
This journey has taken a lot out of me and there's been times where I've wanted to stop out of desperation, anger, sadness etc....However I continued on not always wanting too but I have made a decision to turn the engine off once and for all. This is a choice that I myself as a human being has the choice to make and should be allowed to do so without any sabotage from anyone or anything.
I've always believed we have that choice to make but it's not one we all have to make, nor do some of us want too.
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