This Needs To Stop
To the man I married and I am hoping to leave soon. I just want to tell you, here because in real life I can't get a word in without you throwing nastiness in my direction. I have had it with you. Enough is enough is enough.
This needs to stop.
You need to stop.
Stop treating me like your dog. I am not at your beck and call. I am not your servant. I am not your property. I am human, please stop treating me like I am not.
For the last decade all you've ever done was treat me like I am under you. You act so righteous, not just with me but with everyone else. You think you are superior. I am not surprised people don't hire you as much as you would like. You claim to be great at your job, and say everyone else is stupid. I think its because you are an ass and people don't get along with you. You're probably a jerk to them as you are with me. The difference is they don't have to live with you.
You are a jerk, a self-absorbed ass who loves no one but yourself.
You spend hundreds of dollars of money I worked hard for on your stupid shopping sprees, thousands of dollars on your nieces in Oregon when I can't even buy a cheap birthday cake for our son! Did you even get our children anything for their birthdays???? YOU SELFISH ASS. You won't even spend twenty dollars on their clothes and yet you buy yourself hundred dollar shirts and shoes and jerseys and toys. YOU ARE SELFISH. And you accuse me of being such? Every ime I beg you to stop you just yell at me you self-entitled piece of garbage. You said your mother and your ex-girlfriend were self-entitled whores? Well excuse me, you are a hundred times worse than they are. All you do is SPEND SPEND SPEND SPEND ON YOURSELF!!!!
You don't take care of the kids. You expect me to watch them after I work 60+ hours a week yet I never asked the same of you. I don't mind watching my children, I love them. You won't even watch them when they're sick. I stay up with them when they are, even if I have to work the following day. I take them to the doctor, attend their school functions, their IEP meetings. I bet their teachers wouldn't even know who you are if you bumped them in the grocery store. You're never at home. You're always out partying with your bromances.
You threaten me all the time, how they would award you custody if I ever divorced you since you're the stay at home dad. That I would never see them. That I would pay the bills and be stuck in a one bedroom apartment and they would award you the house? All you ever do is threaten me because I love the children and I will never let them go. Just like to threaten to throw your ex in prison for fraud etcetera. Well you aren't seeing your daughter now are you? Last I checked she hated your guts and I don't blame her.
Enough is enough. It is time for you to let me go. Life is too short and I will spend them with my children without your ominous, threatening presence, without your yelling, screaming and wall punching. I am sick and tired of you. No woman should ever be stuck with someone like you. Nobody deserves that punishment. Someday you will get what you deserve and I hope it comes soon.
This needs to stop.
You need to stop.
Stop treating me like your dog. I am not at your beck and call. I am not your servant. I am not your property. I am human, please stop treating me like I am not.
For the last decade all you've ever done was treat me like I am under you. You act so righteous, not just with me but with everyone else. You think you are superior. I am not surprised people don't hire you as much as you would like. You claim to be great at your job, and say everyone else is stupid. I think its because you are an ass and people don't get along with you. You're probably a jerk to them as you are with me. The difference is they don't have to live with you.
You are a jerk, a self-absorbed ass who loves no one but yourself.
You spend hundreds of dollars of money I worked hard for on your stupid shopping sprees, thousands of dollars on your nieces in Oregon when I can't even buy a cheap birthday cake for our son! Did you even get our children anything for their birthdays???? YOU SELFISH ASS. You won't even spend twenty dollars on their clothes and yet you buy yourself hundred dollar shirts and shoes and jerseys and toys. YOU ARE SELFISH. And you accuse me of being such? Every ime I beg you to stop you just yell at me you self-entitled piece of garbage. You said your mother and your ex-girlfriend were self-entitled whores? Well excuse me, you are a hundred times worse than they are. All you do is SPEND SPEND SPEND SPEND ON YOURSELF!!!!
You don't take care of the kids. You expect me to watch them after I work 60+ hours a week yet I never asked the same of you. I don't mind watching my children, I love them. You won't even watch them when they're sick. I stay up with them when they are, even if I have to work the following day. I take them to the doctor, attend their school functions, their IEP meetings. I bet their teachers wouldn't even know who you are if you bumped them in the grocery store. You're never at home. You're always out partying with your bromances.
You threaten me all the time, how they would award you custody if I ever divorced you since you're the stay at home dad. That I would never see them. That I would pay the bills and be stuck in a one bedroom apartment and they would award you the house? All you ever do is threaten me because I love the children and I will never let them go. Just like to threaten to throw your ex in prison for fraud etcetera. Well you aren't seeing your daughter now are you? Last I checked she hated your guts and I don't blame her.
Enough is enough. It is time for you to let me go. Life is too short and I will spend them with my children without your ominous, threatening presence, without your yelling, screaming and wall punching. I am sick and tired of you. No woman should ever be stuck with someone like you. Nobody deserves that punishment. Someday you will get what you deserve and I hope it comes soon.
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