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Today I got to walk to library and go online here. It's been too long! I was not online last week. I'd gotten a job lead through the temp agency for a receptionist in a corporate environment. It was stressful to think about, but the actual job went quite well. Odd/cool the person in the position who was moving up trained me, is in AA and really big on the big book and into hiking, which is much like my BF. I too am interested in studying the big book of AA versus just using meetings to "vent", it is a program of recovery that requires working of the steps and studying literature, meeting attendance is only a part of it, and much people in AA use meetings as the only recovery, so there is not alot of recovery there.
Anyway, so my limited time online, I'd like to spend more and really do some job hunting because after 2 days of training, the temp agency called to say I wasn't catching on fast enough! I was laid off! I'd asked every question in the book and took tons of notes in training, so maybe that was overkill, or maybe it had nothing to do with me. The agency is not using it as a mark against me and is still looking for me. I was able to get to the job on the bus which was reassuring me. I ghuess that job was just for a season.
I did sell some tie dyes, 5 yesterday! So that is going to help support my "habit" of making them, lol.
Yesterday T my new bf ran into T my ex bf, who they are very close, in fact my current bf is the sponsor of that ex bf, he wasn't really an ex bf more like a friend w/ benefits, anyway to hear what the other T told my bf really bothered me, saying I cried all the time (not true), that he owes me money (I told him I didn't want any money), that I was too emotional (I think this was emotional abuse how he was always angry when I got my feelings hurt) anyway so this bf is awesome and it's behind me thank God! And about the night I returned his car, I'd already told my bf about that, and he knows T is not the healthiest guy who just got out of a relat where there was daily yelling and screaming, so he sort of defended me. I guess I am still affected by the abusive nature of that relationship and the lack of closure and his lack of boundaries continuing to invade mine.
Found out niece and nephew are smoking pot, trying to be an MA AA Al anon reference to my sis who may not take me up on it, God bless em.
Anyway, so my limited time online, I'd like to spend more and really do some job hunting because after 2 days of training, the temp agency called to say I wasn't catching on fast enough! I was laid off! I'd asked every question in the book and took tons of notes in training, so maybe that was overkill, or maybe it had nothing to do with me. The agency is not using it as a mark against me and is still looking for me. I was able to get to the job on the bus which was reassuring me. I ghuess that job was just for a season.
I did sell some tie dyes, 5 yesterday! So that is going to help support my "habit" of making them, lol.
Yesterday T my new bf ran into T my ex bf, who they are very close, in fact my current bf is the sponsor of that ex bf, he wasn't really an ex bf more like a friend w/ benefits, anyway to hear what the other T told my bf really bothered me, saying I cried all the time (not true), that he owes me money (I told him I didn't want any money), that I was too emotional (I think this was emotional abuse how he was always angry when I got my feelings hurt) anyway so this bf is awesome and it's behind me thank God! And about the night I returned his car, I'd already told my bf about that, and he knows T is not the healthiest guy who just got out of a relat where there was daily yelling and screaming, so he sort of defended me. I guess I am still affected by the abusive nature of that relationship and the lack of closure and his lack of boundaries continuing to invade mine.
Found out niece and nephew are smoking pot, trying to be an MA AA Al anon reference to my sis who may not take me up on it, God bless em.
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