This morning was different
I woke up at about 3:00am this morning from a dream I had about him. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. I just laid there thinking about him and a lot of bad memories.
Then my alarm clock went off at 4:40am and I forced myself to get up and get ready. That's probably the first time I've done that in god knows how long. I typically hit the snooze about a dozen times because I just don't want to get out of bed. Then I end up with only a half hour to get ready for work, feeling like shit and rush out of the house.
This morning was different. I made my lunch, put on some makeup and answered some emails for my weekend business while enjoying my coffee. I look forward to today.
Then my alarm clock went off at 4:40am and I forced myself to get up and get ready. That's probably the first time I've done that in god knows how long. I typically hit the snooze about a dozen times because I just don't want to get out of bed. Then I end up with only a half hour to get ready for work, feeling like shit and rush out of the house.
This morning was different. I made my lunch, put on some makeup and answered some emails for my weekend business while enjoying my coffee. I look forward to today.
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