This morning I almost masturbate

I am in a sports regime of three months using vitamins and sport boosters like ferrous oxide and working my ass out with a very hard routine. I admit it is intended to gain me resistance to overcome martial arts tests and improve my general performance in sports but I confess I would like a lot to burn abdominal fat to become more attractive for guys. I have been without a boyfriend since I don't know how. Anyway, my trainer asked me to avoid sex for these three months. I failed once, I must hold on and complete the task but I admit it is getting harder as time goes by.