This is the first entry.
Well here we go. I was told years ago that journaling was a great way to cope with things and to work through some problems. I found this site today and I am hoping it will help me work through some issues that I have been working on with my online ma and maybe help give me some clarity on why I do some things that I do and how I can get past them. Also I want to just be able to come here and rant sometimes where it is safe and I won't hurt anyone. I know that I have some anger/hurt issues and I do want them to be better. So far all that I have managed to do was to stuff some feelings or have the anger/hurt come out and manifest itself in other ways. Sometimes those were destructive and that is not good either so I need to find ways to deal with some things in a healthy safe environment. I do this with my ma but there are still some times that I would like to just be able to talk to strangers or to deal with problems without talking to her. She is great to me but there are times that I feel guilty for always needing to talk to her about problems. I would really like to be able to just get to the point that I can deal with them alone and be a healthy happy lady without having issues to work through.
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