this is the day iv been afraid of since i married him

thursday i go to court for our divorce.  still do not know why he married me.  it couldnt just to divorce me. and punnish me if i do not do what he wants. i still love him but love god in proper order.  i guess everything in life is not logical or with a reason.  i know he is ill now (he didnt disclose this)  it realy is fraud big time.