This is not for you, but stay if you'd like

I figure some of us little gems heal through positive repetition, so repeat I shall. If keep writing each day, I'm still here. You can check on me, whoever you are. Make sure I  still have thoughts, a little bit of bite, and most importantly, imagination full of escape. Although that tends to go both ways... fuck it, so do I.
I actually made an ad today! Dabbling in graphic design is a good distraction for my good todays. I think today is one of them. I just feel less sick today. My body isn't so tense, my futuristic terrifying delusions are not riddling me with bits of vomit in the back of my throat.
I'm in a tricky spot now though, it's Friday, d-day(demented). The one day you can celebrate fucking life off without the "well you're an alcoholic little skank aren't you" I seem to get when I buy slabs on a Tuesday.
I guess I'll just see how tonight goes, I'm trying that fucking hard to substance abuse as little as possible. But yeah... that letter 'y' you know. Fri- day : can get drunk due to last letter. Fri. Will get fried.