This Is My Title

Overall I feel like I now have to focus in on just some things involving functioning.  This means that I have to see where my limitations are in existance.  I believe that I will never become a rocket scientist, or that I will become a rock star; but do I need to eliminate more?!?  Is my functioning as a public speaker in front of other people an issue?  I don't know.  Is there any things that present themselves, such as going back to school.       I also believe that I struggle with the day to day image of myself.  Is it real or is it "manic-ex.--(or memorex)"  I think I may be experiencing mania, but I do not know where it will go.  Will all the Norco cause more of "manicex" or will it fade away?  I will be asking this as I go further down the path of self enlightenment, which is also "to become a happy person" to me.