This is my afternoon tanty.....
After a reasonable start this morning, I've progressed to BLAH! I was only going to work a half day today, after my gp visit. HUH! By the time I got there I was feeling pretty ordinary, my face and head were feeling pretty sore. Then I had to wait for 40 minutes, so by the time I saw her..... I was feeling crappy. She checked my BP - way too high, (and that's with 2 BP meds) so she told me I should go home, not to work. I really need the money, but I knew I'd be pretty useless when I got there. So, I came home.Well, I pulled into my driveway to find my middle son's car blocking it! First step to a cranky pants explosion - so I hit the horn, very mature of course.Then, by the time I got to the back door, I could see the flywire had been left wide open, second step to the explosion. So by the time I got inside with all my bits of paper, referrals, prescriptions, appointment cards, shopping, handbag, workbag, etc - I was in a major tanty!My poor boys, they weren't expecting me home, but hey.... it's my home. One doesn't live here, the other one has just moved in with me for a few weeks after more than 18 months, so I was in overload. I just lost it, more cos I was in pain than any other reason, but those poor kids, they just looked at me like I'd lost my marbles, which I kinda think I did for a minute there.....Oh.... and then.... just to top it off - I walked into the toilet and someone had left skiddy's from here to next week - pleasant I know. BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Well I drugged up, sat down and have barely moved since - the pain has subsided, and now I'm just groggy. My youngest is at this very moment, cooking dinner. I'm in shock. Salad and burgers - he's done well. I think he realised just how bad I was feeling.I'll give him a big hug after - I've sent them both big apologies by phone I felt so bad.
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