This is how it is
Never truly lovedLeft bruised and brokenGasping for air...Blue faced and choking Wish someone would seeThe good in my heartInstead I am beat down Torn apart viciouslyWish I could breathPut my self back togetherBut I know that I cant I am broken foreverI just want good loveI want to be heldI want to be cuddled I want to be freeFrom all of this horrorWhy cant I just runaway from the painI wonder if lifeWill ever be the sameI dont know whats realDont know anymoreSo I lay here cryingIn a ball on my floorswallow down drugsLike they are my only friendBut even with them I knowIm really alone againThey do not help meThey push love awayAnd maybe I hopeI can push the drugs away
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wow. Another beautifully written poem. You completely bare your soul when you write. It\'s so raw and I can feel your pain , which does make me sad. You deserve to be loved, to be held, to be listened to. I know there is good in your heart. I wish you didn\'t need the pills to run from the pain. I wish you could find healing and peace. I truly wish that for you. Keep writing, you have a true gift.
hugs ~
Gaye