This is getting to be toooooo much....
Well my refill of meds came today in the mail. i'm so fucking excited.......NOT. I've only been doing tx for a month and it is breaking me. I'm so exhausted at work, but still going. I'm 226.00 overdrawn in my checking account (thanks to Pegasys and Ribaand all the other shit I have to take to counter the sides.....appreciate that ) i'm just am emotional wreck. Almost to the end of my rope. I tried for patient assistance. I make too much for help but not enough to survive. I just love our financial system in the USA. I'm so sick of the rich getting richer while I work my ass off to be in debt! FUCK them! I just want to bury my head in the sand and be forgotten.
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Aw, it sounds like everything is hitting you all at once....... The meds don\'t help trying to handle stress. You are at a rough stage right now. Are you on the anti-d\'s? Take a deep breath, try to remember it is what it is. Soak in the tub, try to relax. You are doing this, do not give up.
The tx is really starting to \"rear its ugly head\" and like jk asked, are you on anti-depressants? I didn\'t get on them until 7mos. into tx and wish I\'d started sooner. Stay focused and remember what you\'re going for. Its not easy but not impossible. It will get better.
yes I\'m on anti-d\'s and have been for about 9 months.
I can empathize. If i didn\'t find a trial, i would not have been able to do tx. It whooped me in many ways & had to stop @ 12weeks. Just get thru today.
I truly feel for you, I know and do not understand why anyone would live in the States, having such a screwed up health care system, well theres none really unless like you say, the rich gets richer, and the poor gets poorer and works their ass off for what, pay what the government should pay.
Good luck to you... Mckenzie
one day at the time.
I\'m sorry baby. It will get better. I know it will. Hopefully resting all day today will help you feel a little better.
XOXO