this is a good one

As I started in some earlier journals my mother-in-law was going to ove here (opps sorry ex). She has not really decieded to move here as of yet. She got into town yesterday. She was more of a mother to me than me own mom was well anyways we have not sceen her since the death of her husband.  My ex deciedes to go be with her boyfreind for the weekend and leaves her here alone. Is that messed up or what.I think so and so does the whole family hers and mine. I have spent the hole day with her witch I did not mind and cant believe the shit that has and is happening and how I can deal with this the way i am. well ill write more about this tomorrow some time but right now its the Stanly Cup Finals on right now.