This feelings are eating me inside
I was doing okay but stupidly look at his FB and his likes and he's been liking this girls pics - he has liked every single one of her pictures and he's made comments on how beautiful she is and how beautiful she looks on her pics. Ever since that has been eating at me, eating me inside. I guess deep inside I was harboring that hope that we could still work things out but now I know he has really moved on, he has his eyes on somebody else. Just thinking about him been with another woman just hurts - haven't been able to stop playing scenarios on my head of him with her - urgh!!!!!
I know things get better, I know the pain subsides but I wish it could happen faster like today.
I know things get better, I know the pain subsides but I wish it could happen faster like today.
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Take it from someone who did that in the beginning.....don\'t look at his FB or his friends or family pages, just don\'t do it. Now that I\'m out about 18 months and divorced (not wanted) I only peak on occasion just to see what he is up to, some days it\'s ok, others not. I will say by doing that it keeps my connection to him stronger and I know that is not healthy. My ex was an emotional unavailable man too, I had no idea what that meant until joining DS. Guess what, there are a lot of men like that, who knew?
Hang in there, keep posting.
I usually don\'t look but my curiosity took the best out of me. He suffers from depression which makes it hard to connect emotionally. Sadly we don\'t get to decide who we fall in love with.