This day sucks!
OK....Yeah this day sucks!....NO....this whole week sucks! I am so fed up and feel so defeated. The counselor hates the nurse practitioner, the nurse practitioner hates the counselor, the NP can't do anything without talking to the doctor first. It is like a bad ride you want off of but can't get off. Tried to find a psyche doc to go to but there aren't any here that take my insurance or that I can afford. I feel so defeated, hopeless, and helpless. I have gone from very aggitated and irritable to rock bottom low depression. My mind is still racing out of control but I am so low. I thought the aggitation and irritability was unbearable but I would take that any day of the week over this. I don't care anymore if I even wake up when I go to sleep. In fact, when I do wake up I am disappointed that I have to face another day of this. Yeah, this day sucks! Yeah this week sucks! Stop the ride I WANT OFF!
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Please hold on tight,life can be a bumpy and scarey ride,but I\'m here I\'ll try to hold your hand if you will let me.
that sums up my day and week, your really not alone in this, i keep telling myself that tomorrow it will be better, i even try telling myself, before i get out of bed, that something good is going to happen for me today. hope that it gets better for you soon, i\'m here if you need me, hugs