This crappy PN

The PN I am dealing with in my feet started when my liver numbers went up on my blood tests before I found out I had Hep C. It just felt weird then but now it's starting to hurt. So I guess it's going to get worse. I was hoping it would go away with the chemotherapy but I was naive I guess. I'm just in the early stages of dealing with this I guess and even after surviving 48 weeks of chemo I don't feel ready for this. I can feel the dealing with it starting in my gut though. I guess the tears will come later. I thought I would have a new life after chemo, but it's still the same old thing. My wife is starting to plan to go back home to the Phillippines on a mission. Without me. I don't blame her. I've learned to cook so I'm ok. I'll keep working to finance her mission. She's been a real help to me through chemo and the orphanage can use her help now. She was an orphan there too. I know I'm not near as bad off as most of you but I hope I get to know you as well as I got to know the folks on the Hep C support group at DS.