This 2ww SUCKS!

   Ugh so I'm in the dreaded 2 week wait! I'm now starting to get a bit nervous. When ever I feel a cramp I think it my period getting ready to start. I don't know how I'll make it to next Wednesday??? And today when I was on the phone with my mom she said well are you pregnant :( I was like mom thats not the way it works I have to wait to find out! She obviously didn't understand everything I had told her before. So I then felt like crap.
    I'm really praying I'm pregnant ivf is such a emotional rollercoaster not to mention expensive. I really hadn't had any doubts about this working till now. I'm trying my hardest not to read to much in to the cramps I had gotten but its so hard! And I have a family member thats due within a few days of my test results so I see her big pregnant belly and I'm reminded all the time of what i want so bad! She called me today and asked did I want to go with her tomorrow for her final sonogram. I started making excuses and she doesnt know I just went thru Ivf so she just thinks I want to blow her off. But I just don't know if I can do it!
   I just hope god grants me the patience to get thru till next week and I hope and pray I get the POSITIVE we have been waiting for!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Hang in there! Try to keep yourself as occupied as possible; find project to do etc... It will be here before you know it. I agree that 2ww is the worst, you read into symptons and the uncertainty is just really annoying! Try not to think too much, apart from trying to stay relaxed, there isn\'t really anything else you can do. It is in God\'s hands. Good luck!
Helen241180
Helen241180

I hear you gal! I\'m totally feeling the same way as you! The 2WW is the worst!!! Every twinge or sick feeling I get I can\'t help thinking \'am I pregnant\', \'is this a sign\'. It\'s gonna drive me insane!
I don\'t think i\'d be able to do with your family member either to see her sonogram if I was you. It\'s a shame she doesn\'t know what you\'re going through, however, hopefully in a few weeks you can explain why you can\'t go and i\'m sure she will understand.
I\'m planning on going shopping today to try and take my mind off things.. I can\'t believe i\'ve got another 8 days of this!!
Try and keep busy, and positive that you\'ll get the news you\'re wanting. You have done so well in all of your IVF, I\'m feeling very confident you will be seeing a BFP very soon!
Lots of love, hang in there chick!
xxx
nero1010
nero1010

Thank you ladies! I\'m definitely counting down! I can\'t wait till next Wednesday!
prk218
prk218

One week almost done...