This 2ww SUCKS!

   Ugh so I'm in the dreaded 2 week wait! I'm now starting to get a bit nervous. When ever I feel a cramp I think it my period getting ready to start. I don't know how I'll make it to next Wednesday??? And today when I was on the phone with my mom she said well are you pregnant :( I was like mom thats not the way it works I have to wait to find out! She obviously didn't understand everything I had told her before. So I then felt like crap.
    I'm really praying I'm pregnant ivf is such a emotional rollercoaster not to mention expensive. I really hadn't had any doubts about this working till now. I'm trying my hardest not to read to much in to the cramps I had gotten but its so hard! And I have a family member thats due within a few days of my test results so I see her big pregnant belly and I'm reminded all the time of what i want so bad! She called me today and asked did I want to go with her tomorrow for her final sonogram. I started making excuses and she doesnt know I just went thru Ivf so she just thinks I want to blow her off. But I just don't know if I can do it!
   I just hope god grants me the patience to get thru till next week and I hope and pray I get the POSITIVE we have been waiting for!