Thirsty Thursday!

So I have a date tonight.....Stewart from Valporaiso, Indiana.  Rides a Harley....we have been emailing for the past two weeks.  Was suppose to meet him on Saturday but cancelled out.   Just wasn't feeling it....hopefully tonight will be different. 
Thinking a lot about T and how he has come back into my life....think a lot about crossing that line with him but know in my heart if I do, there are emotional consequences.....it would only be for the "moment" because I don't see us as long term.  Plus he goes home to someone every night and I do not.....that's hard to swallow for me.  Do I want to do that to myself?  Absolutely not....you see what happened with Nes.  Of course I knew that it was just for the moment with Nes....he wasn't capable of an emotional committment. 
So much drama with these men.....I can't deal with it and I certainly don't have to!  My life has been so peaceful for the past several years.....
Booked the Dells for the kids and I for the end of May....looking forward to a great weekend with them and little guy!
Baci....