Thinking of you

its one of those nights/mornings and I can't sleep, I've been thinking about Buddy,  it's so strange how we really don't know the people who are in our lives, I discovered some things that's literally shook my body, but I still love Buddy and I forgive him. I can't imagine what it must've been like carrying so much pain and baggage, the majority of it wasn't even yours but passed down. I know in my heart there was absolutely nothing I could've done to save you,  I pray you are happy and finally able to rest the way you wanted to while here on Earth.