Thinking of backing out..
Well the cramping has started and I am so bloated..I know my period is starting and I am suppose to stop taking my BCP pills on Saturday and I have my baseline ultrasound on Friday! My body is kind of doing its own thing again!! I don't know I am thinking of calling off the IVF even before it really starts!! I am so scared to be disappointed! I am so aggravated!! I just know my period is going to start early, I know it's sounds silly but that's what happen last cycle! I don't know but I am so tired. How do you turn off the faucet of wanting to be a mom??..
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My period/miscarriage was right before my last cycle of ivf! I was on bcp and miscarrying at the same time! With all the meds, the drs are going to control your body anyway. If you emotionally aren\'t ready, I understand....but if you aren\'t moving towards your goal you mat never get there! ;)
Being courageous doesn\'t mean one isn\'t afraid but that one knows that there is something more important to be done. I understand your fears completely. I have been there you just have to listen to your heart. Just be sure you are backing out for the right reasons. One step at a time on this journey. Don\'t look at the picture and journey it is way too overwhelming. Hoping and praying you make the decision that is right for you. I know I will be here to support you no matter what. XO :)