Thinking of You...

Once a long time ago I was with her, I never thought of one bad time since she has been gone I guess that's why I am so depressed now I used to think that the whole world was round, and that when she left me she would always come around again so I started to walk around to look for you and your no where in sight so I guess since then I've discovered that this world is flat, and now all I do is sit in this darkened room, and curse at every thought and ignored every nerve to talk to you I just want to stop thinking of you, but I just can't. I don't know what is wrong, and I am getting these feelings like I don't belong. Occasionally I break my silence to avoid others conversation telling them to leave me alone, and all I do is sit in this locked darkened room because there is nothing else to do, every where I go reminds me of you. Please won't you escape my mind? I have had enough I am about to lose my mind, and now I feel repressed to start thinking of you. Won't someone else come along and take this pain away I want it gone from me for good.