Thinking I am close to being done.
I am fed up! I have been trying and trying to do what is right and where has it got me? Absolutely no friggin where! Seems like everything I touch turns to crap and like I can do nothing right. I can't seem to get to where I want to be. It doesn't make any sense to me to keep spinning my wheels. Yeah I am three weeks sober but why? At least when I was drunk I didn't feel like I was losing it or shaking or screwing things up. I can't drink but I want to. My mind is racing and will not shut the hell up. Hmmm I bet I could shut it up. I want to permanently shut it up. Turn it offOh nevermind. I don't know what the hell I am saying
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