Thinking about ex boyfriends
I feel pretty sad today. Lately I hear a song on the radio about an ex...and somehow I keep thinking about my ex's. I'm a happily married woman and absolutely adore my husband. So it makes me feel a little guilty to even think of an ex-boyfriend.
Then it dawned on me...there is a chance that we will not be able to have children. I wonder what life would be like if I'd gotten married earlier and gotten pregnant before endo took over my reproductive system. It makes me very sad to think about this because it just doesn't make a lot of sense - they were so wrong for me.
Then again, endo just doesn't make a lot of sense.
Then it dawned on me...there is a chance that we will not be able to have children. I wonder what life would be like if I'd gotten married earlier and gotten pregnant before endo took over my reproductive system. It makes me very sad to think about this because it just doesn't make a lot of sense - they were so wrong for me.
Then again, endo just doesn't make a lot of sense.
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I am so sorry you are feeling so sad. I think it is normal to feel the way you do, and I hope your husband is supportive of you. Hang in there! I will be praying that somehow you will be able to have children, and if not perhaps adoption could be an option.