thinking....

It has been almost 2 wks since my last OB appt. The longest we've gone w/out seeing our little shamrock. I am waiting so anxiously for my Thurs appt.... The doctor says we may hear him/her on the doppler.  I am so used to going every week/week and a half that this wait is KILLING me.  Maybe I will get an at home doppler... gotta think about that.  Such a weird point- almost 12 weeks along.... baby is too little to feel moving, not really showing.... what is going on inside of me???? I wish I could see through my belly into my uterus to check it out.  I just HOPE and PRAY that things are still good. Guess that's all I can do. I go back to school tomorrow- we have two inservice days, that will keep my mind busy- ughh....  Going to try to get to the grocery store soon- not my favorite place lately. Oh, the smells....  ha ha! Hope all is well with everyone.  :o)