things weighing on my mind

N Koreathey sent a ship on it's way here to the island to fire a missile at us. although i know that we have the defense to bring it down out of the sky, i am PISSED at the Prez that he let it get this far. Kim Jong said that if anyone tries to stop him, he will take it as a declaration of war. in my opninion, just the fact that Kim Jong Il said that he INTENDS on bombing us and is sending a ship over here, that it's self is a decleration of war! and what does Obama do?? oh um send whatever left over military we got to our island and gear em up for whatever may be in the sky. and he sent an American ship to follow the N Korean ship. which China is now pissed at Kim J and also has a ship follwing them. but if it were Bush or any other prez, they would NOT have allowed this to get to this point. they would have given N korea a time limit to surrender, turn around, and turn over nukes and missiles. but no... Obama just sits on his ass and comments about Iran. so we stocked up on canned goods, water, batteries, candles, flash lights.... and Sonnie is gonna buy a hand held radio, paper plates, plastic ware, more water, etc this wkend. with the passive non-experienced prez we got today, ANYTHING can happen! Matthewhe is seeing his psych again today for a follow up. i haven't noticed much improvement on his depression... he has withdrawaled from anything out side of the house. he doesn't want to go to the beach with me anymore so i have been going on my own. he stays in the bedroom most of the day and just plays video games. also he has had NO sex drive what so ever for several weeks now. none. not even interested. i really wish i could reach down in there and lift this weight off him... there's many things in our relationship that i miss. but more than anything, i hate seeing him so low and hurting. i want to see him get better... it hurts to see him like this. the goodnews about him is that he got his aproval in the mail to start college in Aug and will be funded by the new Post 9/11 GI bill.  the economyit seems that it's not turning around yet... no signs of it. more and more people are loosing jobs... more companies are going under. the future looks grim for so many poeple. including Matthew and i know this is part of his depression. but hopefull by the time he gets his degree, the economy will be making a turn around. like i said before, we are in another Great Depression. well... as far as everyone else goes... hope life is better or will be getting better. luv you all!