Things on my mind.
It is a while since I wrote in my journal, but here I am back again.It is a lovely sunny day today.We have had the craziest weather for spring but it seems to be clearing up. I really hope it stays good Sat night for Ed's sixtieth party.
I am a bit nervous about it. It is so long since we had friends over. I never have the energy,so when a party was mentioned I panicked a bit!
I have caterers coming so that took the pressure off.Ed has been busy cleaning the deck & fixing the garden.Mad. We Should just enjoy it without the stress.As I write people are cleaning the windows which is a huge job in this house, but do our friends care if they are dirty?I hope not.Chris is coming home on Friday & will do the decorations. He is in a happy place right now which is great. Loving his new job & getting lots of commision.I don't suppose we will ever see any money paid back from all the years but in the big scheme of things it is all good. My friends son commited suicide six months ago & I cannot imagine what they must be going through. It must be awful.
I would so love to go to sleep. I was up early today & went to the shops & now have to be here for the window cleaners.I felt good this morning & then that awful feeling comes on & I just want to lie down. It frustrates me so much.My body is now aching & my index finger is swollen & painful.I sort of forget about it & then use it to knock on someone's door at work. Ouch!!
Work has been so busy but the last couple of shifts were better. I thought I was going to finish on time last night & at 8 45pm the phone goes & somone is on the floor.An hour later after much patching up I went home.
We have a very sick lady whose face is rotting away with cancer. She is so gracious I wonder why I complain.She never does & keeps cheerful. I don't think I will see her again as I have time off now & she decided to go into the nursing home.What a blessing it would be for her to go peacfully in her own home at this stage of the disease.
Poppy has been following the window cleaner around with her toy. always hoping for someone to throw it!! I have booked her in to stay the night at the vets on Sat so she doesn't get in the way. Her own little holiday. She can have her nails done at the same time.It is almost 28deg so she will have to wait to go out for a walk or play.
The windows are looking amazing! people will be walking through them!! I have rambled enough. Time for a rest. Goodbye journal.
I am a bit nervous about it. It is so long since we had friends over. I never have the energy,so when a party was mentioned I panicked a bit!
I have caterers coming so that took the pressure off.Ed has been busy cleaning the deck & fixing the garden.Mad. We Should just enjoy it without the stress.As I write people are cleaning the windows which is a huge job in this house, but do our friends care if they are dirty?I hope not.Chris is coming home on Friday & will do the decorations. He is in a happy place right now which is great. Loving his new job & getting lots of commision.I don't suppose we will ever see any money paid back from all the years but in the big scheme of things it is all good. My friends son commited suicide six months ago & I cannot imagine what they must be going through. It must be awful.
I would so love to go to sleep. I was up early today & went to the shops & now have to be here for the window cleaners.I felt good this morning & then that awful feeling comes on & I just want to lie down. It frustrates me so much.My body is now aching & my index finger is swollen & painful.I sort of forget about it & then use it to knock on someone's door at work. Ouch!!
Work has been so busy but the last couple of shifts were better. I thought I was going to finish on time last night & at 8 45pm the phone goes & somone is on the floor.An hour later after much patching up I went home.
We have a very sick lady whose face is rotting away with cancer. She is so gracious I wonder why I complain.She never does & keeps cheerful. I don't think I will see her again as I have time off now & she decided to go into the nursing home.What a blessing it would be for her to go peacfully in her own home at this stage of the disease.
Poppy has been following the window cleaner around with her toy. always hoping for someone to throw it!! I have booked her in to stay the night at the vets on Sat so she doesn't get in the way. Her own little holiday. She can have her nails done at the same time.It is almost 28deg so she will have to wait to go out for a walk or play.
The windows are looking amazing! people will be walking through them!! I have rambled enough. Time for a rest. Goodbye journal.
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I hope you had a wonderful time. I too get very anxious now with company coming. I hate that feeling when the body decides it\'s time to shut down. It\'s still so alarming to me as well as being just enough to drive someone mad. I hope that you didn\'t do too much and that you were able to have a good time.
We had a great time thanks.I rested during the day & managed well. My body kept going really well!