Things I'm Thankful for in my life.

1.) The first thing im thankful for is my son Gabriel Martin. Without him, i wouldnt be doing anything with my life. I wouldnt be trying to better myself and make a better life, because, i wouldnt care. If i didnt have him 4 years ago on October 30th, 2009, I can honestly say my life would be completely different and not in a good way. I might not physically be taking care of him right now because of my mental health issues, but i do LOVE that little boy. If something ever happened to him, i would loose myself. He means so much to me. And thats why im also trying to still get my GED and i havent given up on it yet, even though its very difficult to get. I cant give up because of Gabe. He is my light at the end of the tunnel. He keeps me going 100%. I love my boo.
 
2.) The next thing i am thankful for in my life is my boyfriend Nathan. There are many reasons why. He's the best boyfriend i have ever had. He's supportive, sweet, and he really cares about me. He's a positive person and i need that in my life.He has gotten my mind off of my non existent health problems and my OCD, no one has really been able to help me do that before. My life has changed drastically since i met him. I honestly dont know what i would be doing right now if i hadn't met him at the beginning of this year. He's ,my rock and is always there for me. He's never treated me like i was worthless or has yelled at me through our whole relationship so far. I can honestly say, i think ive found my soul mate. He means so much to me. And he also cares about Gabe too, which makes me even more thankful for him. I love him.
 
3.) Another person i am thankful for is my Mother. I really am grateful her, she takes care of Gabe for me while im trying to straighten myself out. If it wasnt for her, i would not be able to do that. I would be a mess and so would he. I let her take care of him because i couldnt handle him because of my mental health struggles and my anger issues. I feel i did the best thing i could have done for him. And i think she agrees. I dont know where i would be without her, or what i would do if she werent here to take care of Gabe anymore. She's done so much for me in that aspect. And i cant thank her enough. I love my mother, even though we dont always see eye to eye, shes my mother. 
 
4.) Im also thankful for my best friend Danielle. Her and i have been through so many crazy things through out our friendship. We have been friends for 9 years. We argue, drive each other nuts,and what not, but shes still like a sister to me because i have known her for so long. We can go months without talking but we usually reconnect. I met her during my freshman year of high school during GYM class. And ever since then we've just been friends. I love her like a sister and we  also argue like we're sisters. Sometimes it can be entertaining though. Life would be so weird if i never met her 9 years ago. Shes the best. 
 
5.) I'm also thankful for my aunt letting me live with her while i try and get my life straightened out. I really dont deserve to be here. But i am trying everything i can to do what i need to do. I do a lot for her around the house like chores, and i also do yard work to show her i appreciate her letting me stay here while i get myself together. That means a lot to me that she does that. We might not agree on a lot of the same things and stuff, but i do love my aunt, even though she can be very difficult to deal with at times. 
 
6.) Bands. I am thankful for the bands i listen to for many reasons. Their music has helped me so much and i have been able to accomplish things because of those bands that i listen to. I would not be here today if it wasn't for them, and i honestly 100% believe that. I've even had a chance to tell them how much their music has helped me and that's an amazing feeling. The band members are like heroes to me, I often wonder what my life would be like if i never got into the bands that i listen to now... and i dont even even want to know....
 
to be continued.........