Things are working out

I had a CT scan on friday, they said the clot is gone and I can get off the Coumadin.  Now that I am gettng better I have thoughts that maybe I can have 1 drink.  I know that if I do then it will be a daily thing and I don't want to risk everything for it.  My health is improving and I just got the loan modification papers in the mail.  It looks like I won't loose my house!  I just get so frustrated with myself that I keep on thinking of drinking.  Right before the stroke I didn't even like drinking anymore I just had the compulsion to drink.  Now that everything is turning around I keep thinking of drinking.  This time I have made up my mind that I won't-with God's help.