Things are working out
I had a CT scan on friday, they said the clot is gone and I can get off the Coumadin. Now that I am gettng better I have thoughts that maybe I can have 1 drink. I know that if I do then it will be a daily thing and I don't want to risk everything for it. My health is improving and I just got the loan modification papers in the mail. It looks like I won't loose my house! I just get so frustrated with myself that I keep on thinking of drinking. Right before the stroke I didn't even like drinking anymore I just had the compulsion to drink. Now that everything is turning around I keep thinking of drinking. This time I have made up my mind that I won't-with God's help.