Things are still tough
08/07/11
Well church was very nice today. I ate the bread and drank the juice for the first time I really remember today. I'm very happy that I did it, but I can't really celebrate because of what is going on in my life now.
I got called off from working again today which stinks because I am only working 3 days this week anyways and all those could be called off as well. My mother had to return to the hospital today because she was feeling weak and light headed this morining. She just had surgery a few days ago and we are afraid something may have gotten messed up. I'm waiting to hear from my father if they found out anything yet.
At church today they talked about how the groups we belong to shape our lives. I'm trying to think of what I belong to.
My family: I will always belong to this group no matter what
Friends: Although I only have 3 friends they still love and respect me like a brother.
Geeks: I may go to the gym a lot, but I will never stop loving videogames and comics.
Christians: I have always believed in Jesus, but I feel a little out of touch with God right now. I'm trying to work on it.
Coworkers: Although they might have ignored me before I still have to work with them. Even if it is only one day a week.
Videogame Designers: Eventhough I am not working in the industry now I still have a degree and know how to make games.
DS friends: I love this site because everyone is so nice and helpful.
I'm having trouble trying to fit in in the world. Although I belong to all these groups I feel like I am out of touch with all of them. I just feel like I'm alone and its mostly my fault. I asked my pastor for help in an email so I will se what he says soon enough.
Well church was very nice today. I ate the bread and drank the juice for the first time I really remember today. I'm very happy that I did it, but I can't really celebrate because of what is going on in my life now.
I got called off from working again today which stinks because I am only working 3 days this week anyways and all those could be called off as well. My mother had to return to the hospital today because she was feeling weak and light headed this morining. She just had surgery a few days ago and we are afraid something may have gotten messed up. I'm waiting to hear from my father if they found out anything yet.
At church today they talked about how the groups we belong to shape our lives. I'm trying to think of what I belong to.
My family: I will always belong to this group no matter what
Friends: Although I only have 3 friends they still love and respect me like a brother.
Geeks: I may go to the gym a lot, but I will never stop loving videogames and comics.
Christians: I have always believed in Jesus, but I feel a little out of touch with God right now. I'm trying to work on it.
Coworkers: Although they might have ignored me before I still have to work with them. Even if it is only one day a week.
Videogame Designers: Eventhough I am not working in the industry now I still have a degree and know how to make games.
DS friends: I love this site because everyone is so nice and helpful.
I'm having trouble trying to fit in in the world. Although I belong to all these groups I feel like I am out of touch with all of them. I just feel like I'm alone and its mostly my fault. I asked my pastor for help in an email so I will se what he says soon enough.
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