Things are seeming awkward

After a year at university it has become increasingly apparent that I am anything but a loner. I am a creature with a social addiction. It feels like I am need of constant communication with people and craving social interaction. Its been an awful few days. I broke up from uni just 3 days ago and now I am finding my mood is all over the place. My mind is just unfocussed and anything that I feel one second is replaced the next. Its uncontrollabe; normally when I'm feeling low it has something to do with low blood sugar, but now its not even that. It can't be. How ever much I try to increase sugar intake it's not helping and nothing I do seems to maintain stability. So from now until september, I don't know what I shall do, or how I shall feel. All I know is I shall never feel the same and never know what I might feel for things are changing faster and in much greater ways than has ever been experienced before. But, anyway, take care folks Riddles

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Are you sure you will never feel the same? Is that necessarily a bad thing? I hope you are getting some good advice from your doctor for this. I am not surprised you ended up realizing you are more social than a loner. I always thought you well spoken and interesting on your messages. I wish you the best throught this hard period. Be strong my friend.