things are looking up
feeling good today. :) i have been journaling and keeping track of my food and everything i do.its been a good month so far :) i have been purge free since the 26th of August and i finally feel like i am living :) my medication has been better and all is well except i miss my daughter.i see her on Sunday though and it will be so nice.i have a lot of support and i love where i am in my life. :) thank the lord :)
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things have been better in the past few days. Right in this moment im sad and I don\'t know how to take it.I don\'t know why I am sad really.im glad my daughter gets to come home in a couple days and I know I can do this, I can be a good mom and I have this never ending fear. Today I went to a DBT class and I realized that a lot of my emotions are triggered by anxiety.i need to get out of this mood.i need to pray.