Things are getting better- i hope!

Well, after the thing on Saturday, didnt hear from Spank again until Tuesday night.  He was asking me questions about video cams on the Blackberry. Nothing else pretty much.  Then Wednesday eve he asked what I was bringing him for lunch.  I didn't go- he needs to know I am not dropping everyhting and running for him.  There are things that he has to get over and one of them is himself!!  He needs to quit thinking about her and think about the person he has become and think about those kids!!  I CANNOT WAIT to see them again!!  I am SSSOOOO excited!!!!! He will have to start to want me, want to be with me, think about me constantly and ask me around more.  I want to start out as friends again.  NO conditions, lables or expectations.  Just friends and get him to get to know ME!!!  I think we would be a little more comfortable with eachother that way also.  That way WE can decide when the time is right to start dating again and then plan our future together if thats what it comes to.  Steps, steps, steps.  Baby ones at that.  I know I love him with everything that i have.  I am willing to make my dreams come true and he is the man in those dreams.  He is the man that I have waited for my entire life.  Now he just needs to realize it and become that man again.