things are getting better
As time goes by my thoughts of him are less and less, he doesnt consume my mind anymore. Although there are moments where i feel distraught and broken. I will not let this experience bring me down. I am grateful for this life lesson. I am trying to change. I have filled my free time with volunteer work. Which i might actually be seeing at some events, since the events ill be having to be at are quite popular in town. Everyday i am more and more grateful for the time we spent together. Even though i know i had some major mistakes the most important thing ive learned is that i am human and humans make mistakes, what is important is that i continue to be a better person and learn from this.
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it really does work, as you work on things for you, you spend less time thinking about them, less time being stuck, and more time on a positive future with limitless possibilities. stay strong!
Thank you! I'm really trying. Although I'm nervous if he will be at this event since it is the last event I saw him at. But my mentality going in is that I'm doing something positive and things like this happen, it's a small town. I can't run away from everything. I don't have many friends so I'm also using this opportunity of volunteering to hopefully make some new friendships and focus on myself.
thats awesome, i look forward to hearing more