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Since my last post I have been busy . Doctors apointments ,M.R.I.`s ,Pain ,Pain ANd more Pain . I have even been doing some work on our new home . Not much help mostly just getting in the way and telling everyone what to do and where we want things . Even just doing that has been a new experiance in pain and frustration . I haven`t been able to do much except be in pain . Now I have this breathing problem on top of everything else . It startred about a month ago ,feeling like I was getting a sore throat but then I went to my GP and found out that it is what she called allergy induced broncitis . I know we are in a drought out here in the SW and it looks like all the rain is happening back east of here . It is so dry here ,when you walk on the ground it just puffs up all around you causing you to choke up . It has been dry like this before but that was back in the thrities I think . When they called them the dust bowl days . And to make matters worse the weather man says it is suposed to get into the tripple digits in heat . Any way back to my story ... I have been having all this trouble with my breathing and trying to do things gets to be to much ,when you are taking so many different meds ,steroids , breathing treatments , antibiotics , pain pills ,more breathing treatments ,one inhaler for this another for that and on and on .And then the coughing and wheezing just seems to get worse . I go outside for some fresh air and my lungs feel like they are stopping up , by the time I get back in the house I have to use an escape inhailer and can`t do anything else . Then Dad calls and needs me to come out and help him with a leaking water line . Seams like it takes forever to get anything done and then have to start the treatments agian . Just getting a little frustrated with all that is going on and then the NS that I went to see a month ago is still looking into my case but can`t or won`t let me know anything . What the heck does he think I should do in the meantine . And on top of that my new pain specalist is waiting on the NS so he can treat me . Just don`t know what to do or who to turn to anymore . FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sorry things have been rough for you lately. I understand your frustration with the constant pain, not being able to do everything you want to (or that other people expect of you) and not feeling like you are moving forward at all.
I am glad you decided to share with us. I am sure we all understand. Take care. I am here for you.
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I understand the constant pain...just wish disability would for me. you do what you can do and that\'s all. thank you for writing this...i felt like i was proofreading my own writing