Thi sucks

So i was talking to by best friend on the phone today. She lives in cali and me in Ga. She is the only friend that is not pregnant that i can talk to and not feel like i will make them feel bad for being pregnant. Well i was wrong. My best friend is 4 months pregnant with her 3rd child. Not fair. Did I mention we were pregant together when i lost my 2nd baby. Im so freaking tired of every one being pregnant but me. But i try not tocare and have stoped even trying. I just cant take the kicks to the heart anymore.