There should be no REM interruptions tonight

 
I came here for hope when I gave up on myself. If HEidi Doesn't take care of Heidi who will care for her? One second at a time, I am finding thearputic way♥s to cope without overdoing the pills. I cleand my rear end off for two straight days, from the grime on the bathroom walls, to the floor by hand, to the plastic covering on the floor.
I cleaned the kitchen floor. I tossed out the trash. I answered all of your emails. Thanks everyone for your support. I had walked away from groups years ago, I was quite a bit too high functioning to stay. I've been feeling stronger and stronger everday. I have to begin to love myself again and again. I say I love you Heidi in the mirror three times a day. I take care of my needs myself. I am self sufficent. I am proud to be a Loner. I was taught to be this way. I feel healthy for the first time in a long time. Anticipating my birthday comming up on the 16th I hope I get that new bed I need. Ds, Thanks again for making a safe haven like this. I appreciate what you do and will continue to do my best to help others by example from life. Your friend, HEidi Lonewolf
I am posting a picture of the titanic I painted myself.