There is a reason for everything

When my GS was born I prayed I would be able to go out to BC The Lord made it clear at that time I was to stay here in S ont. but recently I was thinking maybe when I turn 65 I would go to BC but not Vancouver. The this haened on a Thursday night.
I had a headache on the Thursday night when I was working on the comuter but I thought it was just a headache starting they often start in my bad eye. I finished what I was doing did my nightly routine and went to bed. The next morning I awoke & had a hofficic headache in my right eye was tiny blk spots with ight circles behind them I immediatley called my doctor who was on holidays si wnt to family dr. who sent me 2 st. joe emerg to see an opthamologist.
I have a MAJOR infection due to the fact the original dr left a stitch in and my splist did not catch it when he took the last stictch out. This stitich has been a problem from the begin. I kept telling drs that it felt like I had someones finger stuck in my eye but they couldn't see anything ( i think it was too small & to tight) now I can't spend a lot of time on the computer 1) because it makes my eye hurt even though it has a patch & 2 I am at the library cause my monitor at home has died. The Emerg. Opthmolgist said my eye had gone white ene though it is still blue I see nothing BUT EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Here I have no family BUT have a Church Family who love and support me, I think there was a reason my son did not call on mother's day. I think that reason was so I would know at last that he really does not care. I told him last month when I talked to him something was wrong I was being tested for Lymophomia & Narcopesy - test came back negative BUT he does not know that So everything Does Happen for a reason it's just sometimes we can't see the reason but for me I have wondered for years if he loved me or was just playing me she got the insurance money now I know However I love him and forgive him but will stay in ontario till the Lord tells me to go. In 1995 he said to me "I didn't call you on Mother's Day because as far as I am concerned my mother is dead" in 1996 my daughter said "I didn't call you on mother's day because  someone else has taken your place as my mother - she was referring to her boyfriend's mother who did not feel Lisa worthy of her son as she would later find out.  In 2000 my youngest daughter left a note on the door "Have gone to Melissa's for supper. Hope I didn't ruin mother's day for you." SO it's over at last when i do move ( somewhere down the road) I will not warn my son & I won't call him for several months so he will know how I feet when he did that to me. But I am okay I will continue to talk to him and stay in touch except for that period of time I mentioned above. I am okay my opthamologist will be back on Tuesday and I will know what is going on then I love you all and continue to pray for you all.
Lots o' hugs martha