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well im not doing good today. i woke up high yesterday because someone smoked weed and it ended up getting into my room and well you get the idea. now i found out that my brother is considering killing himself because of what has not been happening any actions by my parents to get some controle over my sister and her tyranny over the family. i know my brother will not do it unlease my parents show compleat disregard for what he does to take care and clean up their house but the fact they give all their attention to our sister, makes him feel unwanted/un-needed. i feel the same way but he has a realy good friend to talk to and well all i have is a wall and the internet. im not sure if there is anything else realy to say but i dont feel good and im starting too strungle again but i hope typing this might help ease my mind a bit.