the worse is over

The worst is over and i am so glad.Brad has been deceased now for 6 years and i wish that things were so different......but Brad chose to end his life and I have chosen to live it.Life to me is Gods gift and we must learn to take the good with the bad and i try to be nice and i try to be so postive but sometimes i feel so weak and then i remember the good things that have happened to me and i still cry and crying  releases all of my fears and then I laugh again.I know that I will see Brad again and we will never be apart and I must live the rest of my life and live it to the fullest.Any comments...please let me know.vader