The weekend

I have to say...the weekends have been the hardest.  I try very hard to keep busy but sometimes there is only so much that you can do.  I could have done something tonight but just not feeling up to it.  Each day...I try so much to get him out of my mind and just when I think I have....he "creeps" back in.  Where is he?  What is he doing?  Who is he with?I do hope that in 2009.....I keep moving forward as I'm trying to do....little by little.