The way it stands...
I started my quest for bariatric surgery with orientation meetings in 2009. Then I moved in 2010. I started over in September 2010. I have worked my way through interviews, classes and support group meetings. In fact, the psych doctor delayed me another 2.5 months just so I could do the support group more. That pushed things until late May at the earliest. And now I found out that we are moving again. So I will have to start over in our new home (we are a military family). I am aggravated because I do not want to start over again. I already have my meds switched to liquid or crushable forms. I have done the assignments given. I could just cry.
Instead, I have spent the last week eating. It's almost like I don't care anymore. I have done better today, but it just seems like all the careful stuff I have been doing is being wasted. Should I even stay on the special meds? I don't know anymore. Really I don't. Right now I am just looking for the silver lining in all of these clouds.
Instead, I have spent the last week eating. It's almost like I don't care anymore. I have done better today, but it just seems like all the careful stuff I have been doing is being wasted. Should I even stay on the special meds? I don't know anymore. Really I don't. Right now I am just looking for the silver lining in all of these clouds.
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I have gone back to Weight Watchers until I can get my surgery done. I am losing a little here and there. Whenever I get overwhelmed, I eat more, which m eans no loss (or a gain) for a week. This gets depressing sometimes. But I am plugging away at it. The support I get from you guys is awesome. It really helps me. Thanks a whole bunch.