the walking dead

i remember happy times in the beginning, cheering and clapping and getting all excited about winning or a free spin, now the place is like Dead Walking staring, staring, slamming fingers on buttons, or gentley medicating over and over
it was there during the good times but i didnt know it
 
funny how you become aware of things once your IN IT, you think it would be the opposite - mind numbing the whole thing
 
i want to go back to the days i didnt know the misery :(
 
just talking out loud ......................... have a gamble free day my friends!!