The waiting is the hardest part

I want to wake up and have it be the day of my surgery.  Time is dragging.  Monday is my birthday but I don't feel like celebrating.  Just feeling sorry for myself.  A woman I met in rehab who is trying to get approved for LVRS went in last Friday for a test, they found nodules in her lungs.  Something went awry and she wound up having to be admitted.  Her lung collapsed.  She should find out what the nodules are soon.
Her main issue is she is underweight and has to gain 20 lbs.   I wish I had that problem!