The waiting is killing me!

I found out that I have suspicious masses in both breasts. I have a stereotactic biopsy on July 3rd and the followup with the doctor on July 28th. I took care of my mother through her losing battle with breast cancer for 9 1/2 years. I was already struggling with depression before this latest road bump. Fortunately I'm on disability because there is no way I can work right now. My roommate is ill also and I worry that if I have BC it's going to be harder for me to care for her. I guess I have no choice but to deal with this, but the waiting is driving me nuts. I wish I could just find out NOW!