The week.

I had a pretty good week actually, I was surprised at how well i handled some situations, there were some moments where I could have had panic attacks (Like during the day yesterday and during the night as well, I got through the time where I had my panic attack on sunday, now all i need to do is get through sunday and I'll be golden) I did have a few fights (one with my brother and one w/ my best friend, but those are settled now) My brother said something to me that I really don't think he should have said "Just because dad isn't home you think you can get away with being a bitch"  That was harsh and I know he didn't mean it, But i really  wish he would have said "I'm sorry" because he knows how hard it's been for me without dad home right now.
General update on my dad: He's doing better, the fever is going down from the infection but he still has it, Doctors are still poking and prodding him
So, recently I've had to come to terms with finding something out about myself that I didn't know, my entire life I have lived a certain way and secretly judged others for things they liked and did, Now I met someone who brought out a different side in me and I am coping with the fact that I was wrong for a lot of my youth about people and things.  It's a hard thing to cope with.. everything that has changed in my life.. But i'm really glad I have people in my life to talk to about my problems..
My biggest problem was that I wasn't sharing, I wasn't writing on tumblr, i wasn't writing on here (I actually haven't written on here in forever).. i wasn't finding any release, any outlet.. and I need that outlet.  I do.
So thank you Daily Strength, for giving me an outlet.
:)
EDIT: I am actually so proud of myself for handling a situation last night that.. a few months ago probably would have had me breaking down in tears.  I really am growing up.