The Urge: TRIGGER WARNING

The urge to cut is very realIt  takes over my mindHow bad could it really be if I cut one more time?I can feel my skin fucking crawling As Im crying and aloneI wish I could be free of this Torment inside my soulI feel the cold of the steel hard bladePressed against my skinI close my eyes Push and drag and feel the edge dig inIt cuts so easy and so simplyThe blood begins to drain And as the blood hits the floor I think..."Oh man..Again?"I try to cover up my mistakeClean the floor..hide the bladeWear long sleeves for a few daysTry to wish the world awayBegin to hide my painStart the process once again