The unkown within me
I don't know who i am anymore, i see a reflection of my inner-self, Each day i wake up and put on a brave face, and say your o.k, so people don't see the real me. But deep within, my heart it bleeds. for ten years i thought i would spend the rest of eternity with the man whom i called my Savior.and now i cant live within me cause i never felt so much hurt angry and betrayal.
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I\'m standing with you as your friend, Hosana. It\'s going to be alright, you\'ll see. It may feel like there is no end in sight to the pain you feel, but one day you will be lifted out of it. Oh, and what a happy day it will be. It\'s coming, and I\'ll be happy with you. Each day whether it feels like it or not, you are getting stronger and things will get better. ((((((Hosana))))))
ruthie thank you so much for being there its good to know i have a friend that knows what im going through.
Hey girl, just checking in to say hello and hope you\'re having a great day! I\'m still taking it one day at a time with my mess (I have a narcissistic in law who is very mean to me every chance he gets) and trying to figure out the best way to keep him from mentally abusing me in the future. I\'ve gone no contact with him, but he still finds ways to get to me through relatives.
Sending you big hugs Hosana!